I don't like how when you know one person from "the gay community" you know so much more of it within days, that everyone is ultimately from the same web. Do you think this is similar to how "the straight community" is? It is like a club I am not allowed to join because of some invisible defect I have, but it's only me that forces myself out.
I also feel dirty that I have potentially missed out on something. I'm just living a salad life, it sucks.
It doesn't feel like I was with him for the night, it felt like I was with the whole city.
I'm rather incoherent, I thought I'd post a snippet to a dead community anyway